i am back from tioman le !!!

it was a nice get away from sg.. life there was slow paced n stress free.. things there were cheap.. especially the beers.. lol.. its a pity the four of us didnt bring along any cameras.. only had the hp to play around..

Friday was off day for mi.. woke up early and went over to bugis to pray with dear.. after which we went shopping for my bag.. bcos i cant find any bags at home big enough to carry all my stuffs.. went over to dear's place and started packing all my stuffs.. did our assessment.. then we rushed down to SSI..

The trip there was long n boring.. 3 hours of bus trip plus 4 hours of boat ride.. we reached tioman in the wee hours where everyone was soundly aslp.. barely catching 2 hrs' of slp.. we woke up n prepared for our first open water dive ! The first few dives were ok.. bcos basically we were just recapping all the 7 basic skills under water..

the whole day ended around 9 plus.. n we headed for dinner plus our theory test.. lol.. basicalli the instructors just closed both eyes haha..

woke up around 8 plus on sunday.. and we set off for our 3rd and 4th dive.. these 2 dives are considered leisure dives.. thus we got to see alot of things ! its quite scary to see all the sea urchins underneath and on the walls of the jetty.. and we get to feed all the fishes... its so nice to have a large school of them swimming all around u.. heee..

The last dive was interesting.. i saw a cuttlefish.. and clownfish.. on the way up.. i was jellyfishes too !! but its scary.. cos they are poisonous.. and we saw a very very huge jellyfish which look like the Portuguese Man-of-War.. scary.. likely we were all on board already..

We had a quick lunch and headed back to sg.. reached here around 9 plus... i went back to dear's place... and ko...

All in all.. it was a good experience.. though i was disappointed with tioman.. its too commercialised.. not as nice as i expected.. but I do love the feeling underwater.. cant wait to go for another diving trip! hee..

alright.. as promised.. i will try to update more if possible..

work life was as usual hectic.. though i was on afternoon shift the last week.. there were stil plenty of things to be done from the morning shift.. and pre-tests kept coming in.. kinda stress mi up.. but no worries.. i stil can take it !!

after tt previous entry.. i sat down n thought about it for almost a week.. i know its all up to me to maintain this r/s.. bcos right now, i am really able to sense his sincerity in wanting to change.. and all the more i should reciprocate since i decided to give him another chance..

Friday after work i went down to peiqi's place.. mi, spencer, wee, jr and cindy stayed over there.. the next morning spenc n wee accompanied me home to get my stuffs before heading down to lucas' place cos wee wee wanted to get his blades..
we met up wif rh at holland for breakfast before going down.. and i fell aslp at his place..
dinner was at toa payoh's sakura restaurant with my colleagues.. wasnt really tt nice.. after which we went down to orchard for some k-session..
i left halfway to meet up wif char n pax to momo.. so i called him down too.. since he's a frequent there.. But i left early.. cos i was feeling really tired after the non-stop playing..

tt silly boi ran all the way out in a high state.. lol.. somehow the words that he said really melted mi.. alright.. shall not elaborate further..

n sunday was blading at east coast ! i think i am gonna get my own blades next mth.. lol.. everyone in the grp got theirs alreadi! pui!

alright.. happi national day in advance! =)

Its been a long long long time since i finalli sat down in front of the computer and put some updates into my blog..

These few mths are rather busy.. or should i say.. i will be having this kind of lifestyle for some time.. to be frank.. sometimes i just feel that working really make mi drift away from my frens.. i no longer have enough time to meet up wif frens.. bcos most of the time i spend resting.. my work is tiring.. i dont deny it.. But i am happy with my colleagues and my area of work.. in fact i feel that its such a bless to be working there..

On the other hand, things dont seem to be good for mi and him.. or mayb why i like working.. bcos it just takes my mind of him.. I know i have a trust issue with him.. its difficult to even believe in wat he says sometimes.. I have been hurt before, so naturally i will keep my defence up against him.. its sad to say this way.. but its really the truth.

Sometimes just thinking of him makes my heart sour.. I no longer have the beautiful images in my mind.. its polluted with all the unpleasant memories.. So much as i wanna give him another chance, i think my mind just doesnt allow for it.. I talked with one of my colleagues abt wat i am facing.. She's alot way older than mi.. n has definitely more life experience than mi.. all the things she told mi are some wat true..

I just feel all guys cant be trusted..
I am skeptical towards anything to do with them..